am i a bad homo?

today is outfront minnesota's glbt lobby day and 'gathering' at the capital to protest the impending marriage ammendment.

i work 5 block from the capital and i'm not going.

i'm emotionally exhausted. i'm 'marriage ammendment depressed'. i'm tired of protesting the inevitable. and i'm sick-to-my-stomach and have zero-tolerance for absolutly anyone who remotely acts like they are not sure how they feel about gay marriage when their 'unsure' feelings aren't based in religion.

i guess i'm just at the point where i don't want to think about it anymore. it seriously makes me want to cry... you know, when a co-worker who has a gay brother-in-law with a long-time partner says that he's not sure what he thinks about gay marriage. or when someone calls me a friend and then says that the oppose it.

i just don't understand it...