life changes

well, it's official folks... i'm no longer in love with ty pennington. i realized he's got way too much attitude for me. i need a guy who's not afraid of his hair getting messed up. a guy who likes flannels and dirty jeans (not just on camera). a guy who truly seems normal and is FREAKIN' HOT!

yes my friends, my new love is none other than jason lee.

*sigh*

this love has been growing for a few years now, it's just after watching "my name is earl" tonight i realized i'm truly in love.

sorry girls, jason's off the market.

feel bad for me

i came into work at 7am today.

i had a 15 minute lunch.

i'm leaving work at 5:30pm today.

that's a little over a 10-hour day.

somebody please feel bad for me.

macbook pro

i'm in love (and not with cute bus guy).

i'm in love with my friend staci's macbook pro. really, this is quite possibly the coolest thing on the planet.

that is, not as cool as the fact that i actually said "hi" and "have a good day" to him at the corner. he smiled at me and said "you have a good one" *giggle*

*this blog was brought to you by three beers and a shot*

happy st pattie's day!!!1

guess who's back???

CUTE BUS GUY!!!!

i didn't notice him when i got on the bus because he was all bundled-up (we're in the process of getting another seven inches of snow) but as i was getting ready to cross the street i saw him and he saw me. we had a moment actually = ) we caught eyes and exchanged big smiles and said hi. they were the sheepish, junior-high, i-haven't-seen-you-in-forever-where-the-HELL-have-you-been smiles.

then my heart started pounding and i felt like a little kid. so silly but so fun.

so i've made a decision. i'm writing my name, phone #, and email on a slip of paper and putting it in my wallet. the next time i get to sit next to him on the bus i'm goin' out on a limb and giving it to him and asking him when i can take him to coffee.

*nervous sigh*

infatuation is stupid and AWESOME at the same time.

new fav quote

favorite quote from the star tribune's article on today's blizzard:

"the afternoon commute will be better if people stay off the roads."

WOO HOO!!!

the rehearsal that i had tonight [that i was going to skip anyway] has been cancelled because of the AWESOME blizzard we're experiencing ALL DAY!!!

what am i going to do instead? well, the same thing i was going to before it was cancelled!

i'm going home and making myself hot tea (prolly spiked). then i'm going to cozy up on the couch w/ the kitties and finishing watching the godfather trilogy. currently i'm on disc two of part two - michael just read his statement at the mafia hearings. i love the godfather - cinamagrahic (sp?) brillance.

icky sex

every time i find out a woman is pregnant i automatically imagine her having sex with her husband (or turkey baster if she's a lesbain). this isn't good - actually, it's disgusting. i just found out a coworker was prego... it happened again, i AUTOMATICALLY imagined her on her back *shiver* you know the rest.

oddly enough, whenever i find out from a guy that his wife is pregnant i NEVER imagine him having sex with his wife which is really too bad - i have a lot of really cute guy-friends.

cute bus guy update...

there IS NO update on cute bus guy - i haven't seen him on the bus (or downtown) for over a week now. =(

dash and i were talking at church last night and she told me that she reads my blog!!! how cool! then she caught me off guard by saying "i want to know who cute bus guy is." all i could say was "ME TOO!!!"

i don't know why i haven't seen him for over a week, but i have a few ideas:

• idea #1 - he's gone on vacation. as i type, he's laying on a beach in mexico crying his eyes out because i'm not there next to him. he probably can't even enjoy his vacation without me there - i'm sure he's thinking of me daily.
  
  
• idea #2 - he fell the other day and broke his leg and hasn't been able to go to work for a week because of the pain. he's terribly sad that he can't see me and will go to the coffee shop tonight to drown his sorrows in java. i'll see him tonight when i'm at the coffee shop and we'll run [he'll hobble] into each other's arms and kiss like cute bus guy and i should. (this one's my favorite)
  
  
• idea #3 - he moved or got a new job and will no longer be taking the 53. oh god, no... that one is too painful to think about...
  
  
• idea #4 - i'm out of ideas. well, i'm really not, i just want to spare you, my reader from my silly junior high rantings about a boy.

*sigh*

*sigh*

well, i did it. i took the gre yesterday and got scores that pass my grad school requirements (450's)!

on my verbal i didn't hit my [personal] goal but got higher than expected (540 - 64th percentile) and my quantitative i got way higher than i expected (690 - though it's only 69th percentile).

now all i have to do is submit my application and i'll be done with this process!!! i've given myself a deadline of march 15 to submit my application - i'm on task!

soon i can focus on getting a downtown condo!

sweet -n- sour slop

11:34am - chinese buffet, DAMN good buffet.

1:03pm - boring meeting. pick my nails to pass the time... what the hell? how'd i get sweet -n- sour sauce stuck to the palm of my hand??? discretely scrape it off.

1:22pm - same boring meeting. is it 2pm yet? look at watch, crips! more sweet -n- sour?!?!? this time it's in the middle of my watch face, gotta lick my finger to rub it off. jebus.

1:48pm - damnit already, is this meeting over yet? check my crotch to see how it looks in these jeans... holy jebus cripes! glob o' dried sweet -n- sour on the leg of my pants. try to discretely scrape it off but end up rubbing it into my pants more. man oh man.

3:30pm - hit watch on a file cabinet on the way to the w.c. look at watch to make sure it's ok... come ON! glob of freakin' sweet -n- sour on the band of my watch! what the freakin' HELL is wrong with me !?!?

i swear... if i find any on my winkie when i'm going to the bathroom i'm quitting for the day and going home early.

cute-guys-go-to-the-dentist day

i swear yesterday was cute-guys-should-go-to-the-dentist day. i mean, my dentist office was crawling with freakin' gorgeous guys, young, but gorgeous.

funny thing...

i was walking down the hall to my "cleaning" room with my nurse and i got distracted by a really really cute guy in one of the rooms laying in his chair. i spent too much energy staring at him that i ran into a nurse walking down the other side of the hall - busted.

fat [drunk] tuesday

don't talk too loud to me today, i accidentally drank seven beers last night.

happy lent.